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so live your life Tuesday, January 5, 2010 i don't want to say life is complicated because it is not. we make it complicated and then we blame life for it. i don't want to say life is unfair 'cause we all know that we can't get everything that we want in our life and that's a fact. i don't want to be ungrateful but sometimes i want more. Labels: life, unsatisfied working at home? Monday, January 4, 2010 so, tomorrow im going to start working with my ayah. uh. i dont know how to describe my feelings 'cause im working & helping him here, at home and not at his office. so, yeah. haha. sigh. i think, i repeat, I THINK, im going to earn more than Rm 300 per month. i mean, doing the whole thing that he always does every single day ( he's making a new cover for tons of books from university & college if you're asking ) is not easy. it seems easy by looking at how my ayah did it but believe me, it is not. at first ayah told me to start my work at 8 am but then he said it's too early so he told me to start at 9 am. he even said that if i start late, he will cut off my salary. good god. sigh. however, there's an advantage for working at home. for example, if i feel like chewing something ( that's what i always do at home. hehe ) i can just grab anything from the kitchen without paying any single cent. rite? like duh, it's my house anyway. lol. oh, i just watched the video two is better than one by boys like girls ( feat. taylor swift ) about 45 minutes ago and im wondering why taylor swift is not in that video? hello, it stated there in the video feat. taylor swift so they should let taylor swift be in that freaking video! grr. stupid director. Labels: taylor swift, working if you notice i dont post anything about the ' HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE ' or ' HELLO 2010, GOODBYE 2009' and stuff. why? because to me, 2010 is just another year. not a new beginning, not a new day to start something that i wanted to do long time ago and so on. well, to me of course. i dont know about you. sorry, i just express my thoughts :) i mean, if you wanted to do something long time ago why dont you do it NOW? do you really have to wait for the next coming month or for next year? seriously, do you have to? time is ticking and it waits for no one. do what you have to do when you get that chance 'cause when you miss it, i cant guarantee you that you will have another time to do it.  yes, that is something about time that people know but forget about it. thanks to the people around me ( especially my family, ismeth, hanif & omar ) for making me wiser today. girls, dont worry. you always make me feel younger when im around you crazy maniac :D i am so lucky for having them in my life :) i'll be missing you Sunday, January 3, 2010 ismeth just went back to malacca this morning to continue his fourth semester. sigh. i think after i finish with the driving class thingy, im going to kelas menjahit. I THINK. then, maybe later i will work with my ayah. god, so many things to do, so little time. sigh.  i will miss you even more gay boy <3 3 months 16 weeks & 114 days to go sweetheart :D i love you! Labels: ismeth zain azri what's the catch? Saturday, January 2, 2010 i told my ayah that after i take the undang test next week, nazirah and I going to look for a part-time job together somewhere near to our house. suddenly, he said " kerja je dengan ayah, ayah boleh bagi RM 300 sebulan " and I was speechless that time. mind you, RM 300 is A LOT to me. for your information, my parents NEVER pampered my brothers and I. so yeah, that can be considered as a lot to me. heh. whatever i want that they think not necessary for me such as hand-phone or mp3 player, i have to save the money that they give and use it to buy them. that's their own way teaching their children that it is not easy to get money but easy to spend them.  Labels: money he's back with shock value 2 morning after dark feat soshy & nelly furtado Labels: morning after dark, nelly furtado, soshy, timbaland no astro, no life? Friday, January 1, 2010 so, the television downstairs were sent to repair last few days. again, the sound system gave the same problem. sometimes the sound is too loud and sometimes the sound is too soft. sigh. yesterday, ayah took the television in my room. i dont really mind as i only use the television to watch DVD which i barely do that. ya lah, nak tengok movie? buka astro. kan senang. HAHA. i guess ayah cant live without astro too. lol. anyway, i just realize that i got a lot of shoes. well, not as many as those rich people la but they can be categorize as a lot. im going to upload the pictures of my shoes later. um, maybe tomorrow since the lady from the driving school i registered didnt give me a call at all about the test that i was suppose to take tomorrow. sigh. mama, i need a new shoe rack please? heee. 26 December 2009 was a super fun day for me! thanks to my boyfriend, hanif and omar. sadly, i didnt take many pictures that day. sigh. straight to the point, i had break-lunch ( breakfast + lunch ) at subway with my boyfriend. credit to ismeth, i am now addicted to subway. ahah.  later, my boyfriend dropped me and omar at pasar malam to help hanif. yeah, tolong lah sangat. tolong makan laksa dan tengok. heee. laksa hanif sedap gila. well, he didnt make the laksa of course. if he did, i wont touch it at all :P oh, want to know something that is funny? i treated hanif a chocolate blended. the guy put chocolate rice in it. when omar sipped a little bit ( a lot actually ) of hanif's chocolate blended, he asked me whether there was mihun it in or not. i told hanif about it and we both laughed at him so badly. ahah. he was so embarrassed that time. hehe.  there were a lot of funny stuff going on that day but im lazy to type it out. oh yes! next time, i want to sing the song starstruck with omar. that time, i did the singing and omar did the whistling thingy. haha. it was fun fun fun :D i even forced him to do so even he dont want to that time. heee. well, mean is my middle name. what to do ;) Labels: Date, ismeth zain azri, KD people, laksa i left you but you still in my mind Tuesday, December 29, 2009  dont you just miss the memories in your own primary school? i dont think i have any picture in my first primary school ; SKTC but i do have some pictures in my second primary school ; SKSSJ sigh. bila nak buat reunion oi? lol the to-do list 1. clean up the whole entire room ; a ) study table b ) tv & radio corner c ) make up corner d ) shoes & boxes corner e ) wardrobe corner 2. get a job 3. buy one more top 4. buy one more skinny jeans 5. improve my english sigh. having a master bedroom as your room is fun but when it comes to cleaning it is super TIRING. yeah, my room is the master bedroom. hehe. my parents exchanged the room with me due to safety thingy. sorry, im lazy to explain. eheh. nyeaaa, i will update later. right now im so freaking tired. toodles people :D |
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